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Transcript of Homily

Do not conform yourselves to this present
age But be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that you may
discern what is the will of God.
What is good, and pleasing, and perfect.
You know... in our Catholic tradition we
have always believed in the miraculous..
And I certainly do..
And I’ve just seen too many miracles
not to know that God, for His own good purpose, intervenes in a powerful
way.
In... in our lives.
But, that isn’t God’s usual way of
working.
God’s usual way of working in our lives
is repentance.
Repentance
You know..
Good Lord, it’s labor day weekend, and
I’ll try to be brief.
But I can’t resist a few Greeks words
here.
I’ve told you this... and will tell you
many times yet, Greek has a wonderful form of the verb.
A continuous imperative
Oh good Lord..
You know what the imperative is...
It’s when you command something... “do
this, do that. Don’t do this, don’t do that”
That’s the imperative.
Well in English... we only have one, I
think most languages only have one form of the command..
But Greek had wonderful, wonderful variation
on that...
You could say in Greek, “do this”
just do it.
Then they had a form of “do it, and
keep doing it until I tell you to stop.”
Which is a very useful form of the verb
of parents, isn’t it?
Well... when the bible tells us to repent..
The form of the verb it uses is “repent, and keep repenting until I tell
you to stop”
In otherwise... repentance is a matter
of your whole life.
We kind of think of repentance as “Well,
I use to do that, I don’t do that anymore, I stopped.”
So repentance is a matter of your whole
life.
And it’s an interesting word in Greek,
“repent” is (????)
Which... really means... “Have a new
understanding”
I’ve... I’ve told you this story at
least ten times...how I stopped smoking cigars.
When I was a young man.. I smoked large,
stinking cigars.
And I stopped... well, my sister was a
wonderful, wonderful Godly woman, died of lung cancer in California, I
went out to her funeral.. She was in her mid-40's.
She smoked cigarettes.
And I came back from her funeral, and of
course, I didn’t smoke when I was out there..
Out of respect for her and her family.
But I came back and I sat down on my armchair
in the rectory, and I picked up a cigar, and a match, and I looked at that
cigar... and... I thought... this is idiotic... paying someone... so I
can die a hideous death... and make other peoples’ lives miserable.
And I pick the cigar down, and the match
down, and never smoked since.
That’s.. maybe 30 years ago now, I just...
it just struck me as idiotic to smoke.
And what will-power you must have.
Look at the size of me, I have no will
power at all.
It’s just for that moment.. I was privileged
to see something just as God sees it.
And that’s what repentance means.
It means to have a new understanding.
To see something with God’s eyes.
And that’s what Jesus says to Peter.
“Get behind me, Satan, you are an obstacle
to me. You are thinking, not as God thinks, but as human beings do.”
Repentance is to allow ourselves to, to
allow God’s holy spirit, to teach us to think like God.
What a privilege to hear it’s possible
for a human being, at least in part, to think as God thinks.
To see as God sees.
In other words, to agree with God.
That’s what repentance is
To agree with God.
You know the word “confession” there’s
another Greek word..
Wish you brought a notebook?
..well, if you stay awake, that’ll be
enough for me.
The word “confess” in greek is (???)
And the word in “confess” in Latin
is a very literal translation.
It means to “agree”
That’s the agreement box over there.
You go into the confessional you’re going
to agree.
Well, what are you agreeing with?
You’re agreeing with God’s judgement..
That you’re a sinner!
Lets look at that... you know...
Sin... actually seems kind of pleasant
when we think about it..
I mean, nobody sins here because they’re
going to suffer... no.
We sin because, well, at the time, it seems
like a perfectly good idea, doesn’t it?
Well, I know adultery is wrong, but at
the moment it seemed like a good idea...
Or theft is wrong..
Well at the moment is seemed like a plan..
Then.. Then when we experience the conscious
of our sin...we realize that we’ve gotten ourselves in a terrible mess,
we go into that box, and we kneel down, and we say “I guess I agree with
God now”
But you see, most of us don’t.
People come to me and they say, “Father,
I confess the same sin”
Week after week..
I say, “good, keep confessing it until
you hear it.”
You know.. It’s... I don’t wanna hear
your confession week after week.
It’s you who needs to hear it..
When I hear... as an individual... what
I’m doing really is stupid and wrong.. Then I change my behavior..
You see... behavior follows understanding..
If I know that the bridge is out.. I won’t
drive down that road..
That’s a good example...
Why?
If repentance is so simple, then why don’t
we repent?
Well, because we’re willful..
Have you ever... well I do this, in traffic...
I know... that... that this is gonna be a bad traffic jam.. And it always
is. Right at this time of day. This place... and I think, “ugh, but I’ve
gotta get somewhere, I gotta get there on time... maybe it’ll be okay
today..” and I drive right into the traffic jam.
Because I wanted it to be alright.
Because that’s what I wanted, it’s
what I want. It will be easier..
Ah... it’s not easier in the long run...
I end up pounding on the steering wheel.. And honking the horn... and being
45 minutes late...
I could have just left a little earlier
and taken the detour.
But no, I had to do what I wanted, becuse
I wanted it.
Many of you have been parents of two year
olds, right?
What is that first word that child learns?
You coach that kid to say, “Momma, Pappa”.
But the first word they learn with real
meaning is “No.”
Do you wanna go out? “No”
Do you wanna stay in? “No”
Do you wanna eat? “No”
The first word they learn is “no” because..
It makes them who they are.
We are willful creatures...
Who try to take in our life the very place
of God.
You know... you think after they learn
the word “no” they’d go onto other words, but really they don’t.
Teenagers are the same way...
“No.”
Think about about that...
When you were a teenager.
Or if you have teenagers.
What do you know?
Ever had a teenager tell you that?
It always amazes me how stupid my father
was when I was 16 and how brilliant he was when I was 30.
Understand what I mean?
When I was 16.. I knew.
What do you know about modern age?
What do you know about the world?
Parents end up feeling like complete idiots.
Now it’s worse than ever.
I couldn’t text message.
I mean, I sit there with my hand fist,
trying to press little buttons, trying to send a message, and then I give
up and just make a phone call.
I cannot for the life of me unravel the
mysteries of text messaging, and my godsons look at me like I was some
neanderthal.
Well.. I’m gonna be a lot smarter than
I appear now... when they’re 30 and realize I wasn’t quite that dumb.

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